Sometimes life helps you achieve your PSP goals. I haven’t been feeling well. Over the last number of weeks I have been feeling sluggish and tired. I have attributed it mainly to stress at work, stress in my relationships, and life being hectic in general. This past week I have been feeling a tightness in my chest and discomfort. I am thankful that I have never really had any health issues, but I am on notice.
After consistent discomfort over the Holiday weekend, I went on Zocdoc and made an appointment for tomorrow morning. I have a hefty history of heart disease in my family, so there is an added pang of concern, but I am optimistic that this is nothing – but a learnable moment. I am proud that I am facing fears, dealing with resistance and will deal with whatever information I receive.
In times like these, Lea would be the person that I would turn to, as we were alway there to support one another. How much Lea’s absence is a contributing factor to this heartache is unclear, but I do miss her a lot as well as her support.
This is new terrain for me. I march on, an open, free, trusting, vulnerable, inspiring man.