And I’m being true to my word. Thursday is my blog day. Go me.
I’m part of service team this weekend for ALP12 and I am driving up to NYC tonight from DC, after a long day. Not to play the victim or tell a story, but considering I have a 4 hour drive ahead of me (by myself) and it’s nearly 10pm, it would’ve been easy for me to say “fuck this; I’ll blog a different time.” But no; I am doing this now, like I pledged I would. So, please excuse the shorter length of this post.
After being in a funk last weekend, and struggling with revising my PSP (why do I make it so heavy?! This is for me! Not meant to stress me out!) and not editing all of yours’, I actually started off my cycle on Tuesday, mostly committed, even though my emotions weren’t really there. This is a constant struggle for me: allowing my emotion to overtake me instead of remaining committed to my myself and to my word.
3-day update on my goals:
While I haven’t been as strict with my calorie count/portion-control diet, I have incorporated some of the principals of the 21-day Fix (BeachBody- check it out). I’ve exercised every day thus far! In the morning before work for 2 of the days. And I feel good! I also got in bed early Tuesday night (before 10pm; didn’t go to sleep until after 11, but hey, I was unwinding for a while and slept in my bed, washed up, in PJs vs. passing out on my couch, falling asleep with the lights and TV on). While last night I was not successful in getting to bed early (3-hour grounding call for this weekend- FML), I’ve reduced my anxiety and embraced the fact life is fluid and I must be able to roll with the punches. And not stress about it. It will be ok.
I’m signing off for now….To be continued….