This whole past week I have avoided the chat, the blogs and everything PSP life and as Vanessa would say, I have been avoiding my goals! Frankly things were going good but in the back of my mind I knew I wasn’t being my word and that I wasn’t in contribution to PsP life and my buddy.
I seriously considered leaving because I wasn’t working on my goals and because I wasn’t participating. I knew I had two options. Leave and try again next time or recommit, learn and stay.
As I watched Game of Thrones this week one of my favorite characters came back from the dead. His new mentor pretty much told him, stop beating your self up for what you did, “It’s Never Too Late To Come Back.” This really resonated for me on a late Sunday night because I knew that it would really support me if I went to the gym on Monday. Mondays are big for me in terms of the gym, they set the tone for the week. I’m happy to say I went back and it was great!
I have chosen to stay, despite being off track from my original goals. I am going to weight my self today and begin tracking my progress again. I am also going to make some time tomorrow to work on the scholarship essays so I can have them done by June 30th.
I want to thank my buddy for always being a ray of sunshine and always checking in on me when I’m hiding. I also want to thank Jana because she contacted me at the exact moment when I was considering my options, and just chatting with her a bit supported my re commitment.