By Sunday of week three, I was as un-transformed as one could get. I was a terror with my family for the whole weekend and I have not meditated since last Thursday. By Monday morning, I was feeling so disconnected that I thought of quitting PSPlife, which was crazy! First, I am not a quitter and second, really? During basic/advance/ALP, I traveled back and forth between Chicago and NYC, I juggled a full-time job, took care of my family and not once did I consider quitting.
After Gabriel was off to school, I checked my WhatsApp and read my buddy, Brandy’s inspirational text about creation and intention. It touched me that she was so open and honest. It also stopped me cold because at that moment I realized I created distance, resentment and fear with my family. My weekly call with Brandy further reminded me how important it was to stay connected.
To stay on course with my goals from my PSPLife, I will look at it everyday to remind me of my intentions.
As I said before, I am a doer who likes to procrastinate. Monday was the first day of the 21-day meditation with Oprah and Deepak so I registered and participated in the meditation and journal process. It reminded a bit like basic. It was better than I thought.
I am so grateful that Scott, Vanessa, Brandy, and Emileah are doing the 21-day meditation along side me. I love everyone in Cycle8.