Friends, with ways of being, it all comes down to staying on top of your self care and meditation game. This is an active sustaining. You can’t feel good and take a few days off. So, someone needs to go meditate, and it’s me.
I also have to get really present to the impact it has on me and others in my life when I am out of integrity financially… They have to pick up the slack and it’s not cool. I still have resistance to handling my financial goal, and it comes down to forgiving myself for the past, and imagining the future I want to have.
Had a helpful call with my buddy, Laura on Tuesday, and one tonight with Josh. I had the breakthrough tonight that, when I take personal responsibility for certain things and stop blaming others, I then get to forgive myself for all of the pain I caused. That was a whammy.
Cheers to self love (hahaha Eliane), and gratitude and integrity.