I’m so tired. So this is going to be a bare bones sort of stat post.
Goal 1 is off this week. I definitely feel like I’ve been “surviving,” just barely fulfilling my commitments at home and at work. I’m not sure if that’s true, or if it’s just my perception. Would an objective observer think I’m doing great? I just hate that feeling, of not being able to get two steps ahead. I like being two steps ahead because it makes me feel like I’m in control. Anyhow the more I feel on the brink of overwhelm, the harder it is to pay attention to my future vision. Right now I’m just very tired from writing a big brief and staying up late last night to finish it. Then I had to get up early and get on the road. My schedule just doesn’t have much flexibility. Time is flying.
Goal 2. This went from strengthening my voice to performing. Sort of like what V said in her post — you start one place, and then it emerges that you were actually ready for the next thing. I originally planned this goal to just be about strengthening my singing voice, but I couldn’t seem to find the drive to be committed. As a result, it evolved, and now it’s about getting a solid set together with Jerry so we can get out there and perform. Practicing to perform and actually performing is honestly the fastest and best way to strengthen my voice, so all’s well that ends well.
That’s all I’ve got, I’m spent!